Saturday, October 24, 2009


I feel so unhappy.
I feel like things are just never right for me.
I feel like my life is full of nothing,
yet so complicated.
My insides are always turning.
Sometimes I wish people could see & feel what I feel.
Sometimes I get angry knowing people will never know how I truley feel.
I do nothing
and I have nothing to look forward to..
And it just makes me ponder more..
what is this life worth living for?

Im constantly hurting.
Things constantly happening.
and I dont deserve this.
I am not someones game.
I am not someones toy.
So why does the shit always happen to me?

Why dont I deserve happiness?

Listening to: Beirut - Un Demier Verre