2.27.10

This morning Darin found out Oscar lost another puppy toof!
lol. So now he's missing his two front teeth. aww we have a little first grader. haha.



We had a pretty nice day today. We went and took Oscar for a long walk. It was neat cuz on our way to Alta Plaza Park here in SF, it was drizzling but at the same time the sun was out and it was a pretty nice temperature out. So yea, we went to the park and Oscar got to have some fun. He met a little terrier that was also 5months old an they played with eachother. I really need to get on Oscar's training though.. the dog he met was the same age as he but already playing off his leash. I would NOT trust Oscar off his leash at all yet. He gets too excited and tries to run off to other dogs but since he's on the leash he just pulls. So imagine him OFF the leash. man.
Yea so we just walked around the park and let him meet other dogs and then we went to Fillmore St. to get some snacky foods from Johnny Rockets. Darin got us some fries+onion rings and some buffalo wings. I HATE any kind of chicken wing/bbq rib.. when I saw chicken on the menu I thought it was chicken strips.
=(
I just hate the mess you make when eating wings/ribs and I feel like you have to work so hard and makin a mess so much to just get a teeeeeny bit of food off the bone and its just not worth it. Plus I dont like getting messy.. I even hate sticking my hands into chip bags. ew.
Anyways, after we got our food I went to the MAC store real quick. Yay, got me some pro longwear lipcolors and 2 mineralized blushes. God, I'm such an addict.

Then it was back to the park to snack on our food and back home. Oscar is now sleeping like a baby.. along with Darin. lol.
Fun day. I actually enjoy days like these even though they seem like things Old people would do. whatever. I dont care.
=)

And todays look:

2.20.10 fotd

Fotd from 2.20.10

ugh so im spending yet another day... alone. =(
I hate when Darin leaves me here allll day long. Well, its not his fault, he works in the day, and unfortunately I dont. Puppy still has bad separation anxiety and that + stupid downstairs neighbors would not mix well if I were to leave him here alone.
So yea, its not often Darin goes out, but it just kinda sucks that I'm spending the whole day by myself since he's goin out for his friends bday.
Unfortunately Ive learned who my friends really are... its nice to know that since Ive moved none will come visit me up here in Sf.. =( and it seems like the friends Ive had from my old job here in Sf have forgotten about me. Poop.
I feel like being crafty. I really want to learn how to sew on the sewing machine. Ive looked into classes, but they just seem too expensive for me at the moment. I bought myself a sewing machine.. but still, its hard to do on my own. And plus, with the puppy, if I even tried to pull out the fabric pieces and thread Ive been working on for an apron, I'm sure he wouldnt leave me alone and would tear that shit apart.
Ugh.

I really want to go to MAC. I know, I shouldnt be spending my money on makeup... but I really want to get me some more Pro Longwear lipcolors. Those things last foreeeeeever on the lips, which makes nice for never having to touch up the lips and worry about smudges or lipstick on the teef.
eh...

2.19.10 fotd

2.19.10 fotd

2.19.10 hair

This was hair I did from a couple days ago...



I really miss having longer hair. Or well, how about, hair thats not in a "mullet". The mullet was fun at first, but I get so tired of only being able to do the same few styles over and over... and plus, it means no vintage styles. =( But its finally starting to grow and I'm able to do a lil sumthin sumthin with it, so here's some more pics under the cut....

2.16 & 2.18.10

FOTD of Tuesday

Valentines Day fotd

ok.. so here's my lil valentines fotd:

2.13.10

yesterday's fotd:

2.12.10 Makeup

Todays fotd:

Thoughts

Do songs ever bring back memories for you?
Or maybe just thoughts youve had whilst listening to a particular song?
Its funny how that works.
You can be overcome with emotions. Just froma song. Or even a lyric.

Sometimes I feel bad when it happens.
Like I'm thinking things I shouldnt be.
Or thinking about people I shouldnt be.
Or like Im feeling a feeling I just shouldnt be.

Im truly happy in my life right now.
But sometimes I just cant help wondering, how it could have been.
What if I made a different decision looooooooooong ago?
How would things have been?
Would things be better? Or maybe worse?

I get lost in these thoughts.
Just for that couple of minutes.

Oh well, the songs over.
Enough.
I'm happy where I'm at and thats all that matters.

2.12.10

Maybe Ill update this thing more often.
i dont know.
we shall see.